Outta Know Better … But Don’t

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Forgive them Father for they know not what they do.

Bible Luke 23:34 

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We have all heard some version of this biblical quote but just how easy it is really to forgive grown people who outta know better. This sentiment rang loudly in my brain recently while reviewing old events that stung me to my core. Ouch!! How could they say or do such a thing with no forethought about consequences or without regard for past positive experiences, interactions and treatment? More importantly, how the f*ck could they do it moi? What happened to having basic personal ethics or integrity? Well, there is no way to explain anyone else’s behavior except mine but what I can tell you is that my high vibrational spiritual side does not resonate with me in this moment. Namaste my arse … LOL! In fact, I’m not wishing anything negative just recompense and justice paid in full – – like NOW.

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Perhaps these dark emotions will pass in time. I know this is trUe because they have indeed dissipated before. This is not my first encounter with tangled webs of foolishness and f*ckery nor will it be my last. In this moment, however, my dark side is requiring compensation as anger fuels my emotions pulsating through my veins – – uninhibited, unfiltered and unveiled. Will I ACT on these natural emotions plunging me into the abyss like those who have injured me??? No – – probably not since I don’t generally get down like they do. I also believe in KARMA (the preverbal energetic cause and effect frequency governing US all) knowing that whatever goes on in the dark always comes to the light. Yet, there is a need to really feel these negative emotions so that one can truly transcend and learn the lesson about the experience including your role and those who delivered the lesson. I most definitely get it now. Check mate!! 

With my humanity on full display, I ask you only for your understanding and compassion. I never claimed to be a saint only a person preferring a more enlightened path of consciousness instead of low vibrational pettiness, hate and destructive behavior  – – if at all possible. It takes time to work out insults and injuries to the heart and soul but it does happen  – – eventually. Until then, the insensitive and predatory culprits might want to stay clear of me physically and energetically. Stand your ground is not simply a law in some US states. It is also a self r.e.s.p.e.c.t defense frequency still governing the universe. It’s time to forgive, release, CHANGE and recalibrate.

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